Tag Archives: Poet

Girl Reading a Letter by an Open Window

There are 33 bobby pins
placed strategically in my hair.
You cannot see, but,
my toe, the right one, is planted firmly,
but not too firm as to show my effort,
on a curling blue X, meant to mark,
without even the slightest misstep,
exactly what a woman like me,
standing in the long history of women, drinking
the pen of love, is meant to be —

can you see the ripe horizon
through this open window?

I wonder, feet planted,
lips taught with powder, curled ringlets
itching the rouge of my cheeks
how long I will stand here while they stare
so long at my white eyes.
They focus lovingly on the detail
captured by Johannes’ golden hand,
perhaps until they realize
that I cannot read.

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As I Rise

This morning I woke up still-drunk
and dreaming.
Booze-drowned and down,
I browned eggs,
white-iron and yolky.

When an egg is fresh,
picked ripe from the viney booth
of the coop,
it will sit like glue, yolk globed
in one place.
When they are old,
found way back in the box, an egg
white might run, slide
loosely on the side.

The fridge smells
of milk-wine and vinegar.
In my repose, achey and gloomy,
I brown my bad eggs
with a glossy impression
of yesterday’s evening;
I gobbled them wretchedly.

Ampato

Today as I am lifting Italian ice to my lips,
like I do on Saturday afternoons like this,
I think of all things frozen in ice.
I am staring across the table
at your nose,
sifting through election results,
the state of the American economic crises, poverty,
life-long sentences,
and your eyes, which are
big and speckled and now
staring back at open my mouth,
is ready to receive its frozen corn-syrup dessert.
From behind the paper,
your mouth tells me again
how much in love you are
with my teeth.

I stare down at this snow-pile,
stacked high atop my teaspoon,
and consider signing up for a certificated class,
one that might teach me about cryogenics,
the miracles of science, preservation —
a class where I might learn the origins
of your inexorable kindness.

Self-Portrait as a Firework

Lit, I spread my arms and swallow the sky
and when they come to find me composedly

sleeping, they find only dusty remains
of kaleidoscopic stars, gossamer greens

red and blue; Indeed I shone too brightly.
Sizzled and fallen, the crowd marched home.

Exit, alternatively, a toy of light
reeled upstream, snagging on nothing.

Glimpsed once and imagined for a lifetime.

An Ode to Tattoos

An Ode to Tattoos

I like the way you have doctored your body.
I like the way, when I read the slow curve of your hips,
I can also read the script in your head.
In swirling black letters, it reads: Swing Through Life!
I don’t know what it means, but I’ll swing through you,
if you know what I mean.

On the top of your thigh you’ve drawn a portrait of your dog,
the one who is dead now. He will be there to pet
whenever, forever.
I like your thighs, even that one.

On your left wrist, it is written: Infinity.
Or, rather, there is a symbol I have come to learn
means infinity. And it is written right there
on the thin of your wrist!

When I look at your figure, naked,
it is preferred, I wonder
what kind of seeds you must bury, deep
under the thick of your skin
to get bouquets like that.

The Leviathan

The Leviathan

Who dares open the doors of its mouth,
ringed about with fearsome teeth?
– Job 41:14

I know my words are not tender.
I know that for thousands of years past
my immortal reputation precedes me.
I was taught by the best:
devil, dragon, titan, whale. I spit poison, burning
the sharp black hairs grown of tentacle arms.
Strength resides in my neck, dismay goes before me.
In darkness, my millions of mutant heads are rigged
beneath the ocean bed, waiting
to slither out and steal fire from the sun.
Nothing on earth is equal –
I am a creature without fear.

Today, my mouth is gaped open
by her biggest blue morning glory eyes.
I do not know how it is that where most
see sharp fangs, bleeding gums
she sees God. I do not know
if that is what He is:

her gentle hands washing the bloody wounds of my war,
her merciful descant of forgiveness as a medicine for venom
her steady meditation on my prayer bead teeth,
her careful precision as she translates the dead language
inscribed on the inside of my cheeks

but if that
is what he is,
then baby,
let there be light.

Aubade

 Aubade

As long as you stay
dancing about the house
still sleepy in your negligee,
sipping sweetly on espresso
to bring yourself to life,
keep whispering
“I want to wake myself
up with you,”

I will bring you there
to where
languid arms stretch toward
the sky, light peering
coyly through the blinds, leaving
softly, a kiss: 

There is more morning to be tasted,
be ready,
for the rain of the day
to spread honeyed life
across the earthy bottoms
of your bare feet